I have semi-fallen off the wagon. Pull me back! :P
It seems I am busier being unemployed then when I was. How can that even be possible? It could be because I spend almost 10 hours a day looking for a job. It's exhausting. I have been neglecting all my blog comrades and that I apologize. I hope you all are doing well, I haven't forgotten you!!!!
My step-father is still in the hospital but seems to be getting better. He will never be better but at least we aren't worrying about the "do not resuscitate" papers at this point.
I got my Eat for Life book and quite frankly I don't think I can eat like that. This may sound like a cop out and that I don't want to put in the effort but I truly think that I would be setting myself up for a huge failure by following everything in that book. Now, not that I don't think it doesn't have valid points it does. I have gained some valuable insight and I am going to incorporate more of it into my daily routine (oh wait, what routine?). I don't eat enough veggies and fruits. I am guilty! That's where I need to start. Baby steps! Cutting out all animal and dairy products is just not a likeable option for me at this point. I have been horrible with journaling lately. Basically, I have been horrible with everything. I haven't been eating. I forget to. So frequently, I am having one meal a day and some days it is healthy and some days it is not so healthy. I need to get myself into a routine again. I went to the grocery store yesterday and bought a bunch of fruit and veggies and that will be the majority of my meals so I don't have any excuse. I need to give myself a kick in the ass!!! I have been doing good and I don't want to undo everything that I have done.
On a side note...for those of you that may still be curious about the status of A. He is doing well and things are still moving slowly but in the right direction. He thinks I should be beating men off with a stick (yeah, ok..that has never been a problem) so I asked him why he thought that and his response was...
Cause a beautiful, witty, smart, hilarious woman thats also sweet, sexy and romantic should have a line of guys out the door, it just seems strange that you wouldn't have suiters all over the place.
This man....oh my, what can I say...I can't even begin to tell you how many wonderful qualities this man has. He has let me in to the deepest parts of his soul in recent weeks and this man has a beautiful mind and soul and whether or not anything materializes from this online "connection", I am very lucky that he came into my life. He gives me the motivation to continue to improve myself, he keeps me positive, he makes me smile even when I don't want to...I could go on and on but I will save you all the mush :).